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november edition

A Time for Change
by Alim

Next to the Gods
by Pedro R. Briones

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Mom and the Mideast
by Sarah D

[Industry]
by Elsa Kim








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who am I?
who am I?
sitting on the white porcelain tombstone
that white shiny porcelain that
makes me want to cry
I'm afraid to find my wings
afraid to fly
cause who the fuck am I?
to be afraid of where I stand
feet sinking slowly in the sand
going down below the surface
getting nervous
limbs are shaking
my body's quaking
I'm sinking so fast
this stability wonıt last
I have nothing left to grasp
but the faith
  in my future
the love
  in our circles
the hope
  that where I'm going
isn't where I'm stuck
in the back of my own head
hiding in bed
fuck.
who the hell am I?
to cry
when there are streets littered
to the beat
of every crack piper who's prancing
every club goer who's dancing
I got it on easy street
amongst the sleet
I got the rain
amongst the shower
I'm the drain
I got this fuckin little town
and these fuckin little people
runnin to their steeple
for the reassurance they can't find
in the back of their mind
I guess it's my time
cause yeah Iım sick of this white
and I'm sick of this black
I'm speakin my voice
and there's no turning back
is where I want to be
really me?
am I lyin
am I tryin
to hard
to fit in the image I desire
follow people I admire
inquire
all the questions in my head
let them be said
let them be me
let you all see
who I can be
and no it's not a front
or a mask
or some make-up on my face
I'm not a disgrace
I can't slow down
in this race
if I'm meant to be first place
that that is where I'm headed
cause it's not hiding anymore
I'm not stayin on the floor
I've hit the ceiling
I'm reeling
on this feeling
flying so high
where we all touch the sky
forget where we lie
down on Earth
from our birth
to our death
there's always something left
to erupt from our veins
without pains
it's called pride
it's called confidence
it's called love and independence
it's fucking called freedom
from the limits of who we are
or the fright of how far
we can go
if we know
that they only want to grow
is to let yourself show
the face behind the curtain
where every one of us is hurtin
   cause your pain is no greater than mine
   and my pain is no greater than yours
we're both behind doors
with no lock, but a key
to set ourselves free
yeah, through poetry
or any other way to express
these feelings in our chests
cause one they're all out
there's really no doubt
they're come pourin like a storm
where every limit will be torn
   down
to the beginning
where I'm spinning
and we're winning
cause it's time..
       to be free.



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