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august edition

Untitled
by Zeke

"Childhood"
by Sarah Bonifacio

"That Beat, I Hear It"
by Megan Diamondstein

Untitled
by A.M. Smith

Relic (Memento)
by Ramon Contrera

Untouchable Face
by Daniel Sanders

Untitled
by Farrah Fidler

Creeping Light
by VB

unfamiliar ceiling
by Taneka Stotts

A Lost Love
by P. Withers




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"That Beat, I Hear It"
by Megan Diamondstein

A beat
I heard it hard, sudden, played on the blood, sweat, tears stained hide bongo
at the aged and callous grip of a tired cat
Echoes in my ears, in my veins
Going to the rhythm of the smoke-filled club
Mood felt deep in the jiving heads of its stray audience
A beat
Wonderin all around, who's he? who's that sick sad fool playing so
so rough, beating it, beating it
crying, screaming for another chance
throw down that god damned bottle of stale J.D. on the TV
Show 'em, show 'em they were wrong, wrong 'bout me
Sorry, no good, rotting shell
No good for a wife, a woman,
'Memberin her skin, that warm flesh besides me under the crisp cool sheets
Didn't mean to, didn't mean to scream, didn't meant to throw, fight, stamp,
stomp HIT!
A beat
I feel it dark, smoothe
as he touches me
My hand, my knee, my trembling flesh
It quivers as his lips grace my neck
A nerve of passion is struck inside of me, crying for his warmth
Uneasiness, a virginal virtue, now as fleeting as the breath escaping me as I
gasp, biting my lip, all for more and more
My hearts throbs, his quiet force flowin' through me
The grasp of a fist as it digs against the headboard
I hold on hard, as he reaches further, as I scream for him, for all of him
In a single blink, a brief moment, I see deep within those eyes, ever deeper
as he and I become-
A child's innocence exposed in his face, in my arms and I need him that much
more
A beat
A beat
A beat
Back in this seedy room, back to reality, gone is the dream, the past, the
wants, needs, hopes
Some two bit gathering of wanderers, drunk over who-knows whats and who cares
Glowing table lanterns now absorbed by morning's early wake
as ears are quieted to the sounds of exiting footsteps
That pitiful old man dragged back into his existence
Just another end to another trivial musician's set
Wantin' to cry, wantin' to yell, but sorry, in this, the only life, second
chances are just another pop rocks, pop culture gimmick
And there, in a booth for one,
Alienated, alone and waiting for a single instance of the pleasure so easily
received and redeemed in the safety of my fantasy
All which came in the echoes of a beat

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